New Obstacle Here I Come and Good Bye KPMIM & FRIENDS.

For my last blog today, I would like to share my best and worse memories as a student and friend in KPMIM. Well, this is my last semester study here and next year I will start doing practical at Kedah. After almost three years here (well it will officially three years starting June 2010), I have facing with joy and sadness. Its pretty cool as it teach me on how to handle situations and be independent. Before I came here, I never ride on bus and it will be the first thing to avoid. Then, because Pahang is so far way from Kedah (10 hours), I need to ride on bus and I get use to it now. I think after this I will always choose to take bus rather than car. I’ll change now. I also become more independent from before. I still remember the first time I’m here I’m kind of homesick and cried a lot. Yes, I’m still cry right now because I’m just sensitive but not that much. Since my first semester until now, I got great lecturers teaching me. it just awesome and sweet. For the best thing happen in my life since I registered in KPMIM is I have 5 sweet, cute, adorable, kind, great and unique best friends forever with me until now. All of them are so happy to be friend with. Nabila with her high low tone of laugh, Syusyui with her want to smile but not smiling face and her unique voice when she sing, Fatty with her enormous secret admirers (give me one Fat!!), Alya with her so funny words when she start to talk and Yana with her weird face and I’m totally envy her beautiful face. Do they just great? I’m so lucky to have them supports me although sometimes I always be blurs person. Hehe.
However, of course in new place you will have little problem to cope with new environment. Yeah but I manage to handle it though. Well, I come from village and I have like little conservative mind with me. My first semester, because I am DECOMERS, we need to speak English in class and when I start to speak English, there was one person said I’m speak like a village girl and seems like I can’t get rid of my slang. So what? I am here in KPMIM just same with her. If she thinks that, she speaks like a native speaker then why are you here? We all still learn and its not a big deal if at first we sounds like so MALAY when speaking. Some one needs to grow up little bit here. Later, her friend got an issued with me. She was like teasing me by copying my slang and said that I’m village girl and always believe in odd thing. That’s not true sis. Yes, I am a village girl and I’m proud of it. All of us are proud with our hierarchy. Years in here really teach me on how to be patience although I need to face with that kind of narrow-minded people. I don’t care because I have great friends that always be supportive and protective.

Months left and my feeling are mixing. I am happy to finish my study and I miss my family and hometown but I’m sad to leave my friends. They are fantastic friends. What can we do? Meets and break up are always happening in life. To all the lecturers, staff at KPMIM thank you so much for sharing your knowledge with me. To all my ex-classmate and current classmate thank you and I’m having so much fun be your classmate. Specially for my friends, thank you so much for be there with me and sharing your laughter and sadness. Saranghe ( I LOVE you all) and thank you once again. I’ll always remember Nab Gajah, Syusyui Hippo and Fatty Badak (my bffs and roommate for 4 semesters) and Alya and Yana..luv you guys and KPMIM from the bottom of my heart..

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from heart to heart

from heart to heart

I asked you if I was pretty, you said no
I asked you if I was fat, you said yes of course
I asked if you wanted to be with me forever, you said no
I asked if u would cry if I walked away, you said no
I heard too much and need to leave and
As I walked away…
You grabbed my arm and told me to stay …
You said…
You are not pretty, you are beautiful
The only thing fat or big about you is your heart.
I don’t want to be with you forever,
I need to be with you forever
And baby…I would not cry if you walked away,
I would die if you leave me away

cultural events

cultural events

Libya country had won the event

On 29 March ago, Diploma in English Communication (DECOM) Department had organize Cultural Event and all Decomers semester four are compulsory to take part in the event. In our first lecture for Social, State and Individual (SSI), students were inform to assign their chosen country as soon as possible. We were divided into 25 group and were given time to choose one of Islamic country to be presented on that day.

As for my group, we had chosen to represent Libya. We wore Libya dress and prepared Libya foods, traditional music and presenting Libya’s dance. On that day, many country were well presented by Decomers and Decom’s lecturers were praise for us because of the team work and willingness shown by us. Here I have few pictures at the Cultural Event.


Libya Dance

Libya Food

that's all i can share with you. it just great to get involve in this event.

most special guy in my life

most special guy in my life

Falling in love might be a most wonderful thing that happens in our life. However, when it come to break out, we felt nothing just like an empty soul inside our body. We hurt mentally because we never prepared to fall in love and to break up. Sometimes I am wondering should I fall in love, should I face the entire break up thing and lost something that precious in my life. The questions that I have no answer for it. I do not want to fall in love anymore, for this time. All I want to do is focus on my study and achieve my ambition. I don’t care what people might think of me or their perception towards me but I don’t need a guy now. I already have one man in my life, he just so adorable, great man, full with love, understanding, caring and most important thing he just too special for me. He is my dad. I love my dad so much and I don’t know how my life will be if lose him. I already lost someone that I love for the entire life, my mum. Now, my dad just likes a backbone and most of my free time I just want to spend with him. He is my lover and my soul. I just love to let my dad make decision to something that I feel it is important. Some of us might think I am a daddy little girl but yes it just true. I feel safe when my dad make a decision and it not because I am afraid to make it on my own but I just want to share everything with my dad. When it comes to study, my dad is very serious person and he wants his children to focus and achieve our ambitions. Every time I feel tension and useless, all I do is think of my dad and his advices. When I am facing problem, I always remember what he always tell me: to be patience. I want to be a successful person and daughter because of my dad. All my sisters are entering universities and they have their own career. Their successful has given me spirit to move on and be just like them. As my dad always said, I can do it. I wrote this because I just want my dad to know that I love him, and I appreciate everything that he makes for us. Abah, I love you so much and thanks for everything. Love you dad!

Friendships never end.

Friendships never end.

Friend means that someone that you can count on when you’re facing problems, always stand by you during your happiness and sadness. ‘What is a true friend? The one who’s running in when all starts running out.’ I am blessing to have best friends in my life.
I am lucky to have friends that are always supports me in my life to get through the days. I have five best friends which are always stand by me and we always share laughter and tears together. We are always share secrets and we even have theme song for our friendship. Three of my best friends are in KPMIM and we have been together since semester one and now I am in semester four. It really great to find out that all of us ‘satu kepala’ in everything we do. They are Nabila, Syuhaida and Fatimah. Nabila or nab is happy go lucky and she hardly lost tempered. Usually she will be the calm one in solving the problems. But, once she lost tempered, all of us will run away from her. Meanwhile, Syuhaida or Syusyui more serious compared to four of us. She is nice, understanding and she is like big sister . Fatimah or Fatty is kind-hearted, do not like to fight and always trying to solve and protect her friends. All of us always taking care of each other and we are protective and supportive to every one of us. I just love to be friends with them and there are no words to explain how much I love them.
This is the lyrics of the song that has been our theme song:

So we talked all night about the rest of our lives/ where we’re gonna be when we turn 25/ I keep on thinking times will never change/ keep on thinking things will always be the same/ but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back/ no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track/ and if you got something that you need to say/ you better say it right now/ cause you don’t have another day/ cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down/ these memories are playing like a without sound/ I keep thinking of that night in June/ didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon/ and there was me and you and when we got real blue/ we’d stay at home talking on the telephone/ we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared/ laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair/ CHORUS: and this is how it feels…/ as we go on, we remember/ all the times we, had together/ and as our lives change/ come whatever/ we will still be friends forever/ so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money/ when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?/ will we still remember everything we learned in school/ still be trying to break every single rule?/ will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?/ will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?/ I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye/ keep on thinking it’s our time to fly/ CHORUS/ will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?/ can we survive it out there/ can we make it somehow?/ I guess I thought this would never end/ and suddenly it’s like we’re women and men/ will the past be a shadow that will follow us around/ will these memories fade when I leave this town?/ I keep- keep thinking that it’s not goodbye/ keep on thinking it’s our time to fly/ CHORUS/

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